Immunity from Bitch

Gah, I'm sick again. I got a lump in my throat. This time I think it'd gonna be a doozy: maybe even lose my voice. Which is bad for a few days but when it starts coming back it's totally smexy and everything. Ripe for phone sex. :O

Of course, the few days with no voice is a pain in the butt since I'm coming up to a presentation of some big project. I didn't do much on it, though. I wrote up some code that takes about 12 hours to complete, so testing it takes a day and a half. Total shit. If it was faster then this thing would have been done ages ago.

Saw Diana in Cafe Tokyo today. She didn't acknowledge me. I didn't acknowledge her. She was there with her new guy-she's-got-claws-in. I wasn't really upset until a few weeks ago when I found out I still had my old Trillian logs. I log all my chats because I'm a digital packrat. When she stayed with me for two/three weeks, I let her use Trillian to log into her AIM-fag chat... (adults use MSN, btw). Turns out it was being logged. And she said some really not nice things about me. Downright mean things, actually. I won't repeat them because I don't give credence to that sort of thing. But, shit, I took her off the street for WEEKS and that's how she thought of me?

It's easy how it works. Befriend someone, be flirty and mess around with them a bit to hook them in. Now hooked, take complete advantage of them while laughing at them behind their back. When kicked out, repeat process with someone else: specifically don't flirt or mess around to see how much they squirm so that you can raise your ego. I didn't squirm a whole lot: that whole herpes thing puts a damper on all of it. But this talk was even before that. I just feel betrayed. No big loss, though. She never had much to offer and one day she'll stop being cute and instead be a hag with a huge gaping vagina the size of a hallwax and then her tricks will no longer work. At that point I'd expect her to go back and make nice-nice with people she chewed through. And... if they got any brains they'd slam the door in her face.

Is it that I demand more loyalty from my friends than others? Hmmm...

Trust me, Tiger, between her and Jenny and Lisa I'm a fucking PRO at traitorous bitches.